ratsak

i love you before anyone else, i love you till my life will end. You are always inside me lurking in there. My heart beats because i need u. I find no purpose without you.No way no how can i love anyone more. No way no how can i give up what we always had. You were my moon and u were my ground. You above me , around me and below me. Everything reminds me of you. There is nothing life can do that can take the pain away. All i ever did was try to make you happy. I know we can last forever in this world or the next. I need you. I know you love me. Doubts are normal, but pushing away a person you love is not. Weather you lost some feelings for me

In our heavenly devine and so i wine: you leave me dying like scarifical lamb. Damn... Damn i never knew you would treat with such discorse.Its your lost and finally i am left to succumb the ever lasing pain. Why was i so dumb. Hanging on your last promise. As if i was processed. Like a Tree stunted to grow, showed no love so many years ago. Dying of a broken heart, so what many see this as art, if i was smart i would of never made you my sweetheart. The Pain is too strong to bare, when i was with you i felt like i was floating in air but no you shot me down.Laying on the hard ground, i then realize what has a beginning has an end, with

How much more do i need to wait, patience is all that lies between a kiss and a goodbye,between a warm embrace and a rejected heart,when will i feel complete, cold hands can be warmed by your hands, a dying heart can be saved by your love, hope is my only solice, i cannot bare to dive in the lakes of reality, all it does is force me to dwell in pain that will not be stopped, when will i make rest on ur chest, to hold you closer than i ever held you before, learn to let go or continue the fight for happiness, alone i will seek nothing but your love, together i will seek the same, by your side i stand ready to start a journey that apprent